It was REAL, the FIRST TIME I was feeling something exciting, something new, some strange feeling never felt before, despite being an introvert I was desperate to talk to him, don't know if it was LOVE, ATTRACTION, INFATUATION or something else. His name was LAFFORE. He was from France. We meet in a serene place and together we were at that place for 10 days. He came for his meditation course and I was serving there and looking after things, so I don't want to disturb him at all so I have written this for him and don't want him to give any answers to this writing.
Laffore , Its not about you its just that I am being honest to my feelings and myself that I wanted to say this to you and I will feel on clouds if you can hear this . When the first time I saw you , you simply look attractive in your vibrant colors shirts you looked different from others not only with your outfits but there was something deep on your face that could be seen at times when you were meditating and exploring yourself with utmost seriousness. I still remember the time when you asked me to draw the curtain at the time of discourse your expression and actions were so complete in themselves. Your seriousness towards things was so attractive at times. I have met many people but idk what different you have in yourself that was distinct from others. I always wanted to listen to you the way I listen to my favorite music without disturbance. You were like as if I just read a few lines of that book that I was looking for, for a long time but was unable to complete that book because the author didn't give me access. You know what I want to dedicate all my favorite lyrics to you and all my favorite quotes because in many of them somehow or the other you are related.
I saw a rare beauty in your soul and I can't wait for others to agree on that. After seeing you I felt like, that you already existed in my subconscious. I think you have a powerful and original mind so it is more inclined towards solitude I don't want to ruin your boundaries just wrote because I want to be honest with my feelings.
PS: The above image attached was clicked by Laffore when he was in Uttarakhand.
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